- to the ones who want to listen...
- October 20th, 2011
life is alright, i cant complain much
i have an amazing best friend
her name is melodie marie jelly gras <3
she has made me a better person
no homo shit but she holds a place in my heart
i love that we've gotten so close :3
thats my R.O.D lolol
stuff at home is fine
i dont get much lip at home no more
im 20 now
ive been writing in this journal for bout 4 years or more.
i have my own car :3
i love my tumblr
my phone is my life lol
bmm & twitter is my drug
can you tell im forever alone?
i was in a relationship recently..
obviously with her..
the love of my life
but what else is new?
i fucked up
but idk ?
i did choose my friends over her
well i dont wanna talk bout that much.
no lie i had fun that night
unforgettable ... from what i remember lol
my life has changed in these past few months.
starting like august...
i started college, its not so bad besides im failing math...
which i plan to dropping it..
but all my classes are cool i guess..
i started the gym recently as well.
i did the HCG shot diet
it kinda worked..
ummm i changed up my style as well...
not so much as that lil ghetto kid no more lol
im more girly in a way ??? if thats possible? knowing mee lol
but in reality i wanna lose more wieght so i can officially switch up my style so i can
buy new clothes that actually fit me lol
lol now that im 20
i had a very fun bday last weekend lol
i had a few friends go over dee's
like ivan, marlon, hector, johnathan, jennifer, tiffany, bianca, and obvi my biff <3 my nigga jelly lol
oh yeahh nd dani & laura came over later on...
we went in the pool..me nd melo had fun ;) lmfao no homo
ivan nd i had a battle in the backyard nd in the act, for loosing so much wieght
one of my girls decided to join the party nd everyone saw lmfao
nigga fuck it !
its my bday !! - my exact words lmao
mMIND YOU!!!! WE WERE ALL SOBER !
I PROMISE !
lol it was a fun night
and well for the cake.. ivan nd dani attempted to dip my head in the cake
lmfao what can i say i hadve a strong neck nd it didnt happen til
diana grabbed the spatula nd slammed cake frosting all over my face
all hell broke lose
but what i did to dee was way more intense for her bday lmao
well thats about it.. idk what else to tell you guise :3 till next time !